finally...

today was a good day. really how long has it been since i've said that?!?! i went to breakfast with vince...didn't really feel like eating (still kinda feeling green) we talked and snuggled and hugged and damn it felt great. we both just escaped our problems for a little while. it felt so great. it was just us. i live for that moment. i even wore my stinky shoes for him, he was VERY happy. i had to hide them though after i took them off. didn't want him to steal them. we talked about how his mom made refferance to us being married. like she was expecting it. it made me feel good. kinda like she wanted to happen. then when i was going to sleep he came and tucked me in his bed and talked for awhile. we talked about his nephews and parenting. i told him what a great father he would be. before we were teasing, he's just like let's have twins. twin little girls. we talked and laughed about that too. it was so nice just to kinda get away from reality for awhile. we said that he was so happy with me and he's sorry that we've had difficult times. i told him knowing that he loves me is all i need to stand besides him forever. for better or worse...it's what you do when you love someone. i feel so warm and mushy! it was good to see him when i did today. it's a little part of time i'm going to lock inside and cherish :)