Not the brightest crayon in the box

I'm dumb! Plain and stupid. I thought I had paid personal time left at work because they approved a week vacation And so my pay check was only $35 this week..and I'm thinking something isn't right...well I come to find out that I didn't have any time left so I wasn't paid my week off. had I known that I would have never taken vacation. DUMB DUMB DUMB! SO i have $35 dollar to live off of for two weeks. This is NOT a good thing :_( Hopefully the bank will let me have an extention on my car payment. If not I'll have to flee the country. I got to see Vince again today I guess there's always something to look forward to that makes you smile. he's definately it. I got my birhday pictures developed today. There's one of us extremely frame worthy. It's one of those...it's so cute it would make you barf pictures :D I'm at work it sucks. Not as bad as last night. I seriously thought about blowing my head off last night. At the end of this month my parents are flying in and are going to meet Vince for the first time. We're all going to Michigan to my aunt and uncle's summer home. It's so beautiful there. I keep day dreaming about water skiing and relaxing by the water. I think Vince needs a little r&r too. Things have been so bad with his mom dying. He needs a little escape. It's hard to be working and have so much going on in your life outside of work. I literally work and sleep on my on week. It's 7 ten and a half hour nights in a row. There just ins't time for anything else when I'm working. I need to get a second job too, but I won't do it becuase he needs me and I want to be there for him. Maybe after his mom passes away, which will be very soon. Anyway...I've got things to do that i'm procrastinating and my pharmasist keeps giving me dirty looks. Nighterz!