yawn

i feel like i have bricks chained down to the abyss of my fricken eye lids...I'M TRIED DAMN IT! AUGHHH.......I've also had too much soda which isn't doing squat! I talk to my friend Jeremy tonight. I logged on and he was there. He just got back from Alaska. He called me from his cell phone in Canada and told me he couldn't make my b-day :P But i understand. Alaska and Canada are a lot more exciting than a stupid party. I think I'm seriously going to look for a new job. I'm just so burned out. I know that a lot of people here want to leave. It's a good job, just that no one listens when problems need to be fixed. We can't afford that here..people die..it's a hosptial. We just spent all this money for a new computer system and isn't doing what it's marketed for. We have 3 different computer systems and none of them talk to each other. This new one is seriously going to cause someone to die. The administration was suppose to decide 5 times now to dump this pile of shit program, and still we are messing around with it. The printer went down for 4 hours today and it took us 4 hours to get I.S to come do something about it. Anyway, no one has the balls to say or do anything about this damn system. The main problem here is that the big guys don't take stock in what we have to say. If there is a problem they come in observe for 10 min, come up with some rediculous solution and make things worse. The other problem is that they ask other people for their opinion about problems when they don't pertain to the people they are asking. They should be talking to the people that deal with it and know what the hell is going on. Don't ask outsiders...it's like asking a two year old what the meaning of life is?!?! Okay i feel better. This week has just been hell. work is no longer fun here..time to move on. hopefully make more money too. I talked to Jeremy about working were he does. He's making PHAT cash. It would solve a few problems if I could get a 9-5 job with weekends off. wishful thinging eh! :P My tricepts are sore from working out today. I've lost 15 pounds since I dumped dickhead but i wanna lose about 10 more. plus i started gaining some back. trying though...Vince wants lose wieght too. I think he's beautiful though. Well i'm going to go play for awhile...i wish i could take a nap Zzzz...